What have I done
I hurt myself again
Sacrificed that I said my
For those who said me theirs.

Dreamt for exilir all my life,
And when I got
I lost the reason to live.
In this pain of glory,
I wore the throne of thorns.
Fearless I walk the dark,
With no love for self.

I close my eyes again
To go back in time
See her angelic face
Feel her soothing smile
The touch that eased the pain
And I knew she was my

What have I done
I hurt myself again
And as I stand alone,
Watch her walk away.
Does she even know,
That I still love her like before.
I still remember the time,
When she stood crying on my door.
My heart ached then
And it bleeds now.


I was told time will heal it all
But there is no end to the pain
What have I become
All I feel is -numb
I call the tears to fall
But they too keep away
What have I done
I loathe myself again
I found the reason to live
Now am burning in my flame.